“I DON’T THINK THAT WAS MOLLY” reflects the collective experience of those who feel like they can never slow down, no matter how desperately they need to. It’s a disorienting energy of modern life, where nothing feels tangible or secure, and every attempt to grasp on is met with uncertainty. The chaotic rhythm of New York City heightens this dissonance, making us question if we are in control, or simply SPIRALING. The struggle to hold onto anything: a routine, money, stability, trans healthcare—feels increasingly futile as everything slips through our fingers, evoking a sense of panic and helplessness.

The line between pleasure and paranoia blurs; we ask ourselves, “was that actually Molly we just took”. There is no relief, there is no finish line and the J train is not coming. The overwhelming sense of burnout becomes palpable. The opinionated demons and insecurities begin to march into the room alongside the haunting voice of RuPaul and the allure of queer success. Just another impossible standard! A reminder of how even within queer spaces, the forces of capitalism and conformity press down upon us.

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October 17th, 2024 cprnyc

Special thanks to a team of creators and performers who all believe in the work! Love -

Saga Snow, Nolan Elsbecker, June Raven Romero, Henry Bae, Sammy Kim, Buffy Sierra, Brendan Germain,  Plush, Cherry Jaymes, Amygdala, Devanté, Josh Luna, Paris Alexander, Harmony Honig.